Tuesday, July 15, 2008 @ 6:21 AMin my subconscious mind, i am breathless, so often. i observe myself from the outside, and inside, i struggle too.
it's not that the pain wasn't there during training today. just that it was bearable. so why kick up a big fuss about it?
training was more high than it has ever been. almost everyone in my batch broke out in song, regardless of how horrible it sounded (and oh gosh, it was horrible). i could not stop laughing and i think many of the others too, although some times, it wasn't all that funny. but really, who cares? i take pride in laughing till my jaws and cheeks ache. the kind of laughter that does not take into consideration what others think of you and all the trash in your life. yes, that is best.